i'm wearing my new outfit from forever 21. we shopped there back home, before christmas. i said do you notice how the people who work and shop here dress like me? without effort, i fit in. that place in the south where i've been living, it doesn't feel like anyone there dresses like me. it's like i'm never fitting in, forcing a square peg in a round hole, a star shaped object in a heart shaped hole. no matter how hard you try, the shapes just don't fit together.