Showing posts with label my nephew baby jj. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my nephew baby jj. Show all posts

Friday, August 3, 2012

live beside the ocean



Are you ever been in the car, and all of the sudden a song comes on, that you haven't heard in ages?
It's almost like you're hearing it for the first time, over again?
A song that you didn't know you had forgotten how much you liked. That happened to me, about a month ago.

L.A.M.B. Spring RTW 2012

I am still living with your ghost 
Lonely and dreaming of the west coast
L.A.M.B. Spring RTW 2012

I don't want to be your downtime 

I don't want to be your stupid game

L.A.M.B. Spring RTW 2012

With my big black boots and an old suitcase 

I do believe I'll find myself a new place 
 
Carven Spring RTW 2012

 I don't want to be the bad guy 
I don't want do your sleepwalk dance anymore
Carven Spring RTW 2012

I just want to see some palm trees 

I will try and shake away this disease
 
Me on the beach

We can live beside the ocean 

Leave the fire behind
 
My guy stretching on the beach.

Swim out past the breakers 

Watch the world die
 
My nephew Speed Racer is hugging his dad,
 my brother
 
I
 
 am still dreaming of you face 
Hungry and hollow for all the things you took away
 
My twin nieces

I don't want to be your good time 

I don't want to be your fall-back crutch anymore


My nephew Baby JJ

I'll walk right out into a brand new day 

Insane and rising in my own weird way


My art journal pages

I think I may have drawn these faces
with my left hand.

It says: Sometimes she didn't feel like being nice. Sometimes she felt snarky.
Sometimes she just wanted some peace.
Sometimes she wanted to be left alone.
Road trip essentials: fully charged iPods,
camera, full tank of gas
 
I don't want to be the bad guy 

I don't want to do your sleepwalk dance anymore
 

I just want to feel some sunshine 
I just want to find some place to be alone
 
We can live beside the ocean 
Leave the fire behind
 

Swim out past the breakers 

Watch the world die
 
Yeah watch the world die

Santa Monica by Everclear